so much later

So first let me say that over a year and a half later life is better...dropped a few lbs in my whips and got pain managed...diabetes still out of control but one thing at a time...'nuff

New: Moved to new house on 9-5-08 beatiful (pseudo) Victorian built some time in the 20's (from some older man who grew up here) today is 10-22-08 and things are starting to happen. My first days in this house I was drunk with love for it. It gave me inspiration and energy, something that had been seriously lacking in my pathetic life. I would play "stormy weather" and sit at the dining room table while imagining that was watching people dance in the front living room. I felt like the "house" liked that and did it for at least 4-5 days after moving in. Time has gone by and we've settled in a bit. Last night while on my computer I noticed that the 1st floor screened in porch french doors kept popping open and would creak as they moved. I didn't think too much of it at the time..except that it was odd they didn't do that before. Then after I went to bed I dreamt that there were other parapsycological happings in the house...things kept disappearing and occasionally would move on their own. Alas, it was only a dream and I know that
Today: French doors keep opening, I cannot keep them shut now. Even Ryan tried to put a table in front of them but they just opened again and are creaking...it's a bit unnerving. My scientific mind says that it's because it's been a bit more windy the last couple days and there is enough drafts on the porch to keep it open. My right mind...says...becareful what you dream. I'm going to shut them again and perhaps this time tape them or something...afk
Ok left door has a lock on the top...I've locked it and shut them tight again, have also replaced the table in front of doors...I'm sure problem is solved.
this may seem unusual or even silly to blog this...but from now on I will be blogging every strange occurance, lucid dream or any psychic phenomena that happens. I just want to see if they are really as frequent as I think.